Pressing On

- Relient K

I think we're going somewhere
We're on to something good here
Out of mind, out of state
Trying to keep my head on straight
I think we're going somewhere
We're on to something good here
There's only one thing left to do
Drop all I have and go with you

Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind
My problems fell out of the back of my mind
We're going and I'm never knowing
Never knowing where we're going
To go back where I was would just be wrong

I'm pressing on, pressing on
all my distress is going, going gone
(pressing on, pressing on)
And I won't sit back and take this anymore
'Cause I'm done with that
I've got one foot out the door
And to go back where I was would just be wrong
I'm pressing on

I think we're going somewhere
We're onto something good here
Out of mind, out of state
Trying to keep my head on straight
I think we're going somewhere
We're on to something good here
Adversity, we get around it
Searched for joy, in you I found it

Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind
My problems fell out of the back of my mind
We're going and I'm never knowing
Never knowing where we're going
To go back where I was would just be wrong

I'm pressing on, pressing on
all my distress is going, going gone
(pressing on, pressing on)
And I won't sit back and take this anymore
'Cause I'm done with that
I've got one foot out the door
And to go back where I was would just be wrong
I'm pressing on

You look down on me but you don't look down on me at all.
You smile and laugh and I feel the love you have for me
I think we're going somewhere
We're on to something good here
We're gonna make it after all

feeling

annoyed
frustrated
upset
sad
bewildered
untrusting
troubled

Its amazing how many things can come to mind from reading one simple email. Even when its not meant to be anyhting towards you. But some how this is what it is. I don't really want to go into this thing at this point. But I am at a point where I no longer know what to do and I certainly do not know how to deal with what I am feeling because of it. Things have been building for quite some time and they may just change on their own, though I have my doubts. Some of these feelings may just go away, but I know that underlying causes will remain. I am very close to being too P.O.ed to think but am also trying to let go of that emotion and deal with things in a more meaningful productive way.

God - Please help me.

Yeah...I know...

Long time no post...

Hope to remedy that here soon.